I got into a fight with my friend J and S (they are bf and bf, J=girl, S=boy). I was mad at J and she asked me what was wrong so I wrote her a two page note telling her everything that was bugging me and she wrote one back saying that I was a bitch, socially retarded and not worth keeping a basic friendship with (and this is coming from my “best” friend.)

So whatever, friendships over. Poor H (girl again) is caught in the middle but today at hockey she basically told me that she’s taken J and S’s side on this. I’m basically like ya, fuck you all. You’re supose to be my best friends and you all ditch me while I’m going through a really hard time in my life and I need my friends more then anything.

So H went to sit with J and S up in the sound booth at hockey (S does sound and J helps him) so I went to sit with B and C (both girls). I told B what was going on and she said that J did the same thing to her when J was dating M like two years ago.

So the guy that I have a crush on wasn’t playing tonight and was up in the soundbotth. While H and I were back in the lobby doing 50/50 tickets between periods, H got a text message from S saying that isn’t it fun that we get to hang out with (insert name of guy that I have a crush on that plays hockey but was off tonight). I sit there thinking “S is so rubbing that in my face! That fucking bastard!”. When I get back out there, I here a phone beep so I call it and we all check our phones. Turns out it’s mine. Mine beeps when I don’t check messages.

Guess what it said? It was from S and it was the EXACT same text message that H got and it even had her name in it (said eh, H?). B steals my phone and sends a msg back to same that its basically not cool what he did (also put PS its B) and that I don’t need this shit and to send msg to H and not to me.

When we were out in the lobby after the game waiting for my mom to pick me up, my crush walks out and gives us a wierd look (probably directed at me) so I’m thinking that S and J told him that I like him.

Thankfully I don’t have any classes with him next semester so I don’t have to face him anymore.

 I was supose to have homeroom spare with J, but I’m probably going to change my spare with one of my ISP classes (see previous post). Don’t know which one yet. B has spare second period but might take an ISP so depends on what she does depends on what I will do.

If I stay on my homeroom spare, I’ll be spending the next 5 months avoiding J. There’s only 3 places you can go on spare; the caf, the library or the music room unless there’s a class in there which I doubt. I refuse to spend the next 5 months avoiding her, so I’ll just change my spare so I can actually have som fun!