School started a few weeks ago and already, it’s getting pretty crazy. I’ve already got bags under my eyes. Way to start off a semester lol. I’ve got projects due next month coming out of my ass. It’s great! Not lol. Ok, well kinda of. It’s nice to be busy again.
I finally got my paycheck in. Apparantly there had been something wrong with my direct deposit so I picked up my check and it was 312.78!! I was so excited. I’ve already spent like $170 dollars on new clothes, $8 on candy and about $15 on dinner with a friend. Oh well, I still have a good chunk of my paycheck left. My next one is supose to come on the 1st. More money! It will be a smaller paycheck (the first one was so big because we had like 2 full days of training with lots of hours).
So I’ve come to a decision that nextime I think my mom’s collapsed on the floor or something bad’s happen to her, I just won’t give a shit. It’s not like her to not answer the phone if I call like 2 or 3 times in a night, even if she has a migraine. I finally got a hold of her yesterday morning, after calling the night before and that morning. I was getting worried. I had called the hospital back home looking for her. I called Grandma and she got some people she knew to check on her. I left a message on mom’s machine saying I was going to call the police for a wellness check. Two minutes later she called me back….only to bitch me out about calling so damn much. Without even letting me defend or say anything, she hung up. I called gma to let her know that I got a hold of mom. Fifteen minutes later, she called me back saying my gma’s friend had called and bitched me off for not calling gma to call her friend off. She hung up before I could say anything.
What a fucking bitch! How dare she bitch me out! She’s not exactly mentally stable and I was freaking out! Anyone I talked to said they would be to. Ungratefuly fucking bitch! How dare she fucking bitch me out for being woried! Well excuse me! Next time I won’t worry. Next time you can just fucking lie on the floor or whatever when it’s real and I won’t give a fucking shit. SCREW YOU I’M DONE!
I was such a mess yesterday. I was having such a hard time paying attention in class. Next time I won’t worry. I’m done.
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