Got a new layout! I’ve been on the hunt for new layouts this evening and I found a few that I liked and downloaded them. I’ll be set for themes for a while!

School starts on Monday and I can’t wait! New semester, new classes, new teahcers (kinda!). Since my school is small, a lot of teachers, like my history teacher Mr. S teach other courses. Mr. S also teaches grade 12 law so I have him next semester to. I also have Ms. G who will be my ISP teacher for World Religion and Ancient History.  I also want school to start because Ms. H, the school social worker/councellor is putting me in self-esteem councelling. I want to start that long long long road to recovery.

So I’ve decided not to change my spare. (view post below if you’re confused). J and I have kinda made up. The only reason I did it is so H wouldn’t be in a tight spot and so I wouldn’t have to spend energy avoiding her and so I won’t be completely alone for the rest of the year.

Hope everyone’s lives are better then mine!

I got into a fight with my friend J and S (they are bf and bf, J=girl, S=boy). I was mad at J and she asked me what was wrong so I wrote her a two page note telling her everything that was bugging me and she wrote one back saying that I was a bitch, socially retarded and not worth keeping a basic friendship with (and this is coming from my “best” friend.)

So whatever, friendships over. Poor H (girl again) is caught in the middle but today at hockey she basically told me that she’s taken J and S’s side on this. I’m basically like ya, fuck you all. You’re supose to be my best friends and you all ditch me while I’m going through a really hard time in my life and I need my friends more then anything.

So H went to sit with J and S up in the sound booth at hockey (S does sound and J helps him) so I went to sit with B and C (both girls). I told B what was going on and she said that J did the same thing to her when J was dating M like two years ago.

So the guy that I have a crush on wasn’t playing tonight and was up in the soundbotth. While H and I were back in the lobby doing 50/50 tickets between periods, H got a text message from S saying that isn’t it fun that we get to hang out with (insert name of guy that I have a crush on that plays hockey but was off tonight). I sit there thinking “S is so rubbing that in my face! That fucking bastard!”. When I get back out there, I here a phone beep so I call it and we all check our phones. Turns out it’s mine. Mine beeps when I don’t check messages.

Guess what it said? It was from S and it was the EXACT same text message that H got and it even had her name in it (said eh, H?). B steals my phone and sends a msg back to same that its basically not cool what he did (also put PS its B) and that I don’t need this shit and to send msg to H and not to me.

When we were out in the lobby after the game waiting for my mom to pick me up, my crush walks out and gives us a wierd look (probably directed at me) so I’m thinking that S and J told him that I like him.

Thankfully I don’t have any classes with him next semester so I don’t have to face him anymore.

 I was supose to have homeroom spare with J, but I’m probably going to change my spare with one of my ISP classes (see previous post). Don’t know which one yet. B has spare second period but might take an ISP so depends on what she does depends on what I will do.

If I stay on my homeroom spare, I’ll be spending the next 5 months avoiding J. There’s only 3 places you can go on spare; the caf, the library or the music room unless there’s a class in there which I doubt. I refuse to spend the next 5 months avoiding her, so I’ll just change my spare so I can actually have som fun!

I ended up taking World Religion and I think Haley is still staying with Physics although she might drop it still because her boyfriend has a spare that period. Who knows?

So I ended up doing something kinda stupid on Monday. If anyone has been to a gym and has seen those balls that you use for different excercises? Ya, it involves that. I was sitting on it doing sit ups and I slid down the ball to sit on the floor so it was supporting my back and my knees were drawn up to my chest. However, my butt wasn’t even on the floor when I felt/heared something in the back of my right knee tear. Thinking it was just my knee acting up, I payed no mind and just skipped all excersies involving my legs and did my arms. I went to bed that night after taking a painkiller and thinking it would better in the morning. —Wrong!

I stayed in bed an extra 15 minutes because every time I moved my knee was so painfull! When I went to school, it hurt to walk and it felt like the muscle was locking, so I was kinda walking with a very pronounced limp. Everytime I shifted my leg a bit it hurt. I called my mom at lunch and we went down to the Emergency room at the hospital which is like our walk in clinic lol. Turns out I had pulled a muslce in the back of my knee and didn’t tear it. I called my chiropractor who treats my knee since my family dr. won’t send me to a physiotherapist and made an apointment.

When I went to see him the next day he told me that I had pulled a hamstring, ran some current through it and I feel soo much better! Why is it a M.D. can’t tell me which muscle I pulled but a Chiropractor can? xD My Chiro is amazing. Ever since I started to go to him about my knee in August, it doesn’t bother me nearly as often.